I never used to get like this in fall.
Once the cold weather hit,
I could take refuge,
I could find solace in the fact
that the earth wasn’t trying to burn itself
just to feel something.
I could hide myself in blankets
to mask the loneliness I felt,
pretend it was another human’s touch,
that I wasn’t believing in fairy tales.
I never used to think
that the earth felt
the icy fingers of lonely
in the midst of its gorgeous foliage,
hiding its sullen scars
beneath the colors of the burning flames
it used to feel alive in summer.
I never used to get SAD
September 11, 2014
Loud Silence - Seven Percent (LIVE) (ScreamFest)
it really scares me how my mood can just change from ecstatic to wanting to kill myself and everyone around me in like 0.34 seconds..